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Monday, October 31st, 2005
10:48 pm
Happy Halloween!

Havent written in here in what seems to be forever. Maybe theres a reason for this. I have mad a whole like 15 entrys in this thing. Maybe ill just start using this instead of xanga. Oh well.
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
3:08 pm - we are cures

SHOW Tonight March 27th:


Where is it?: South Presbetyrian Church(150 West Church St. Bergenfield, NJ)

Who's playing? :Madison, John Connor, Joanne's Basement, The Medic, Foster, Those who hung heroes and Decoy


When it is?:  5:45 


How much?:    $8

Bring your friends,  well have an awesome time tonight!



current mood: cheerful
Sunday, March 7th, 2004
12:10 pm - No ones gunna tear me down.
So the deal is The Washington Township VFW is closing down for shows. There will be two last shows at the VFW so come out for both and say your goodbyes to our beloved friend the VFW.

Friday, March 12th
Washingtonton Township VFW
Starts @ 6:00 ends 10:00 8 bucks to get in
Paulson, Midgard, The Early Rising, Rydia, Decoy, and Madison are playing

Saturday March 13th
Washington Township VFW
Doors open @6:00 8 bucks to get in.
Ensign, Verse, Backup Plan, Mother Night and Fiction Effect are playing.

BRING YOUR FRIENDS!!!

Washington Township VFW
639 Jefferson Avenue
Washington Township, NJ, 07676

current mood: exhausted
Friday, February 13th, 2004
5:52 pm - Put a cork in it
Dudes and Dudets

Well this totaly rules, I have gotten myself an inschool suspension, but such is life. You do the crime you do the time. Im just pissed I have to sit in the uper library all day. This blows the big one.

So today was the last day before febuary break. Sarah is leaving on monday and I am deeply sadened by this. I will miss her

Off to the mall tonight. To do what? I have no idea. Just sit around eat and drink, chat with a few friends. The usual. Yeah this rules.

current mood: frustrated
Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
5:56 pm - Open sesame
The Cd thing on my computer keeps on opening randomly and it is beginning to piss me off. I think that taping it shut might do the trick or just break my computer even more. but soon enough its days of opening and laughing at me will end. I will end them.

current mood: energetic
Monday, February 9th, 2004
9:36 pm - So I sat alone and waited out the night
I dont like the way I am feeling
I dont like this at all.
Its seems their is nothing I can do.

current mood: confused
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
11:05 pm - im just going to rant for a little
I don't think I have ever been more pissed off in my life. This is my 3rd entry today and my 2nd one bitching but you know what I couldnt give a fuck.
Fucking people piss me the fuck off. They think that they can tell other people who the fuck is "cool" and talk a certian way and who cant. Who the fuck do those little sons of bitches think they are. "Yeah i'm cool and your not" Dude seriosuly, your in highschool, not friggen kindergarden.
Then you have the ones who think that they can tell you how to dress. The con thing is fucking pissing me off. " oh only these people can wear cons not those people because well theyre posers" Who the fuck are they to say who is a poser and who isnt. SO someone like a fucking kind of shoe. It doesnt matter!! SO you say "punk"is the new trend and anyone that follows trends has problems.. SO they follow a fad. Like most of us did. They havent found what they like and who they are. doenst mean you fucking mock them. I really do hate people . especially the ones who think they are better then everyone else .

Yes I have said fuck about 40 times but thats okay

current mood: frustrated
7:39 pm - The moon, what ?!
Does everyone feel the need to put a fucking heart next to everything. <33 .. Fucking idiots.

Not in a good mood at all right now.

current mood: angry
11:20 am - The time I would spend with pictures I would not send
So this weekend so far has been pretty amazing.
The sad part was my cousin Eric died on the 4th. We went to his wake on friday so I missed school to go to it. Everyone that is awesome in my family is dying. Its really upsetting. Watching everyones teared filled eyes tore me appart. I felt so bad for all of them, because they loved him so very much, I think we all did. And it just wasnt his time.
So after that I picked Kerri up at work and we went to the show in River Edge. It was a pretty awesome show for the most part. Aly L was their with Mike. Briana was their! Jenna, Pete, Pat, Dani, John Jelly, Eric, Vicky?, Taylor. Dude it ruled. So we got waht we needed from her cousin and I saw Paul :/ I miss the kid to be honest. SO after the show we got In jays car and he drove us to the diner. So we wait around for the rest of them to show up and we just had an all around awesome time. Most or Decoy and Madison and a couple of their friends were at the diner. It was hot. I must say. The "bible" def rules. Its basically a book against dieting and like 500 reasons not to. Its called " Eat This" SO after we make the window rattle at the diner we went home

On Saturday morning I had to go to Erics funeral. It wasnt very sad till the end. Like the family had to go up say goodbye and such. Mostly everyone was crying. I felt like such an asshole cause im standing their tearless. Anywho. so we go to the church and I must say being in the car behind the herse was just insane. All 40 cars could go through red lights and stop signs. We had a police escort. So we went to the Musoleum (sp?) Said the final goodbyes and went to were this slot was. Has a red curtian over it and it was a very nice place. So Connie and Carl. Erics parents took us out to diner. Oh yeah Eric was 41 he died of limphoma. Limphoma attacks your limphnodes (sp?) You have thosethroughout your entire body. Eventually it got to his brain. He died Febuary 4th RIP Eric

After we went out the diner Picked up Kerri and Work and Dani and Briana atLucky strike lanes. We went backt o my house and then Briana left to go back home :( I miss her. Um after that Jill and Krysten came over we eventually went to SPankys house and drank. This was the drunkest iv been in a looong time. It ruled. I was so happy SO then because I was so trashed I had my brother pick me and Kerri up and bring us home. I had a lot of fun.. And then as soon as I got home.. I mellowed out and yeah ..

current mood: refreshed
Thursday, February 5th, 2004
8:59 pm - It ain't no lie baby, bye bye bye
The survey just seemes like a good idea right now me being bored out of my mind doing this brain munbing shit for Jasper.

::| the perfect boy |:: ((yes, i just said boy.))

// Physical \\

1. HAIR COLOR - Dirty Blonde, Brown.
2. EYE COLOR - Eyes are eyes, Green or an awesome grey color.
3. HEIGHT - Taller then me. Me being taller makes me feel to large
4. SIX PACK? - Doesn't matter as long as hes awesome.
5. LONG/SHORT HAIR - I think dreds are hot. Long is the way to go, short is cute though
6. GLASSES? - Sure!
7. PIERCINGS? - The gage trend is awesome. a lip ring is hot too.
8. CHEST HAIR? - Not exactly hot but dude once again if the guy rules it doesnt really matter.
9. BUFF OR SKINNY - To skinny is no good, To buff is not good, the middle would be grand.
10. STRAIGHT TEETH, GAP, OR BRACES - They cant help if their teeth are bad. I am not going to be rude about this.

/\/\ personality /\/\

11. PUNK/JOCK/EMO/SXE/GOTH? - I HATE labels.
12. FUNNY OR SERIOUS - Funny most of the time. Serious when he should be. Someone I can talk to and someone that I can laugh with
13. PARTY OR STAY AT HOME - Both.
14. SHOULD HE COOK OR BAKE? - Its not his job to bake or cook, Take out it is!
15. SHOULD HE HAVE A BESTFRIEND? - Of course!
16. SHOULD HE HAVE A LOT OF GIRL FRIENDS? - Sure, nothing wrong with friends that are girls
17. OUTGOING OR SHY? - Outgoing.
18. SARCASTIC OR SINCERE? - Sarcastic when its funny. Sincere for all the other times.


\\\ would he... ///

19. WATCH CHICK FLICKS? - Chick Flicks are lame. But well if he enjoys them then sure ...
20. BE A SMOKER? - Yes, we can smoke, have some coffee together.
21. DRINK? - Would be fun. Not if hes a flirty drunk.
22. SWEAR? - I have a mouth like a trucker. Would be nice to have someone like that.
23. PAY FOR DATES? - Pshh we would pay for outselves.. making the dude pay is totaly uncool.

24. KISS YOU ON THE FIRST DATE? - sure
25. WHERE WOULD YOU GO TO DINNER? - A diner, wendys. SOmething fun
26. WOULD HE BRING YOU FLOWERS? - That would be to cute.
27. LAY UNDER THE STARS WITH YOU? - That would be awesome.
28. WRITE POETRY ABOUT YOU? -Nah, no poetry needed. I wouldnt know how o respond.
29. CALL YOU HONEY, SWEETY, OR BABY? - Jess is fine.
30. HANG OUT WITH YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS? - I would never ditch my friends .. he would have to get along with them too.
31. WOULD YOU HANG OUT WITH HIM AND HIS FRIENDS? - Of course.
32. PLAY SPORTS? - Sure but not if hes goign to be all anal about them.
33. SKATEBOARD? - We could skate together.
34. SNOWBOARD? - Most def.
35. PLAY GUITAR? - Yeah. we could jam
36. PLAY PIANO? - I love a Piano player.( aww dude :/ )
37. PLAY DRUMS? - Haha def not something to sit around the fireplace listening to. But it would be awesome.
38. CLEAN HIS ROOM? - To clean is just well a little odd..
39. PAINT, DRAW, SCULP...? - All 3 are awesome.
41. SING FOR YOU? - Hmm I would rather he didnt. Just for the sake of not knowing what to do ..
42. USE THE WORD DUDE? - Yes
43. USE THE WORD TIGHT? - To be funny, never seriously
44. WHAT KIND OF CAR WOULD HE DRIVE? - A crappy one with an awesome story behind it .
45. PUT HIS ARM AROUND YOU OR HOLD YOUR HAND? - Not much for the PDA shit. But holding hands
46. WOULD HE DANCE? - No because I cant.
47. HOW OFTEN WOULD YOU SEE HIM? - Every 2 - 3 days
48. WOULD YOU WANT HIM TO GET YOU JEWELRY? - Nah, to much money and I dont really wear jewelry
49. STAY UP AND TALK ALL NIGHT LONG? - If it wasnt on the phone then yes. Talking about life and such. Phone convos are just uncomfortable.
50. SAY I LOVE YOU? - I dislike the word love. But only if he means it then it would be just to cute

current mood: mischievous
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
3:40 pm - Goodbye to the memories
Dudes and Dudetts!

This weekend was a good amount of fun for the most part. On friday went to the show at the VFW at Washington Township. It was pretty hot. Good bands, Good people, an all around good time. Or course there are the ones that you dont want to see, but you ignore and go along with you day and have an awesome time. Of course what added to the absolute greatness of the show was the fruit punch and Everclear. So Paulson's band shot a video at that show too. Yeah it ruled
SO saturday basically went to Riveer edge and wound up hanging out at Pete's dad's house. Yeah it was awesome. Chris came over and joined in the party. Just hanging around with some friends can never go wrong. Especially when everyone is just friends. Then no ones feeling get hurt. Its so much better that way. People just have yet to see that.
So sunday we spent all day trying to figure out how to get some alcohol. Yeah it didnt happen so we smoked up in Danis back yard. That high was awesome. Then went home because it just sucked there after that.

Passed my drivers test! So now I only have to wait till august 21st till I can actually use ths little slip of paper.

current mood: aggravated
current music: Thursday - Tack 5
Saturday, January 31st, 2004
1:14 pm - Banana suit?
Dudes and Dudetts!

Last nights show totaly ruled! Another drunken show, another awesome night. Decoys set was pretty intense. The crowd def became alive for the first time in a long time. Some awesome people from PV were their. Some not so cool ones from River Dell that think their hot shit were their to. Def not a positve. I saw April. I love April. She was waiting for Ray. They're adorable.
So I must confess to much time in this house is driving me insane. Sad maybe but the patience level with the family has slowly worn down to nothing. I gave it one hell of a try.
So off to danis house? tonight. Because I think the party at Petes washed out because his dad is going to be home. So pretty sure it got moved to Danis. This is going to rule!
Took some pictures at the show so hopfully I'll get them up on here.

current mood: satisfied
current music: Track 06 - AFI
Thursday, January 29th, 2004
3:09 pm - I want to be so much more then this
Dudes and Dudetts!

I must say that I have never been more happy to be alive! I am in the best mood that I have been in, in such a LONG time! Ha and for no apparent reason. I guess this is that break I was looking for.

So their is a kick ass show on Friday That Lo-Fi Productions is putting on you all should go!
Friday, January 30th
Avery
Elytra
Midgard
Decoy(airkake)
Pallas Athena(ex valandora)
Houston Calls and Paulson
Washington Township VFW (369 Jefferson Ave)
6:00-10:00 $8

BRING YOUR FRIENDS!

current mood: energetic
Monday, January 26th, 2004
8:05 pm - Your already the voice inside my head
So this weekend turned out not to be a waste at all. On friday we just hung out. Spaanky, Dani, Ryder, Kerri and I. just went haning around in hillsdale and River Vale. Spankys house and Dunkin Doughnuts and Aldo's. It was a pretty awesome time.
Saturday we did the usual. Kerri, Dani and I sat around in Cool Beans for about 4 hours waiting for Cristy and her boyfriend to drop off our shit. We had some fun at Cool Beans though. We saw Fuger and Ray. It was kind of awesome seeing them again. So we get the heiniken around 9:30. We get on the bus and head back to Kerri's house. We just hang out their drink and think about the old times. It was fun. Around 1 we watched Peter Pan.
On sunday morning we went back to River edge. Danis little mistake of a brother got mad at us because we wouldnt let him play video games. Keep in mind the child is 13 but missed out on the lesson of sharing when he was in pre - school. So he finds my bag which had an un-opened bottle in it. He takes the bottle out and tells his dad what he found and put it on the computer desk in plain sight. Dani kicks the shit out of him and we go on our way to Cool Beans. SO now becuase of that little fuck tard were lackign on one bottle of beer and a fun night. That kid deserves the worst.
Today I stayed home from school because well I felt like complete shit. Krysten told me that only 5 people in our drivers ed class passed the test. How sick is that. Well 1st day of Mid-Terms tommorow. This blows
Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
8:11 pm - Yankee doodle went to town riding on a pony
Well I havent felt more lonly in my entire life. Not that I care dont get me wrong. Not the type to go out with someone. I am the type to appreciate being liked though. I dont know. I mean I should be used to it and of course I shouldnt care. But its hard to tell your heart to stop hurting.
Maybe we'll have a snow day tommorow and Ill get to sit home and sleep instead of walking my ass to school in the freeezing cold. Sitting in rooms with some people that just annoy the hell out of me .. Just to go home with an empty brain to sit home and go online eat and watch tv. Productive... Maybe not.. But its what I can life ..

current mood: crappy
Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
9:12 pm - Where is he going with this ?
Well to be honest with you. I forgot i had this Livejournal thing. I had just realized when everyone was like " I think im cool and im going to get a live journal. Spend 900 hours making it look perfect and show it off to everyone." So I decided to follow the worlds latest trend and make mine look pretty except i refuse to spend over 10 minutes making this. So thats why it looks like shit. But what the fuck. The last couple months have been okay to great. Have been drinking a lot more and having a damn good time doing so. You might be thinking. " Well whats the point of drinking. That's so gay" Well to answer you. When you dont have a lot to be happy about and arent happy half the time when you drink all those feelings go away and just for that little break its amazing. Running around. Annoying people you hate " that shall remain nameless" Haha like the bitchy ones that ignore you. Haha stupid fuck. Today we had this kick ass essembly about " Bias and Bullying" lets face it. It ruled! The guy hit home in so many ways it was insanity. He really knew what some kids were going through but made you feel weird about it at the same time. Well I guess thats all I have to say. Some more school tommorow. God damn. I think were going the drunk goggle thing. Not very pumped about getting up infront of the class and wobbling around like a fool. _-later

current mood: touched
current music: Billy Joel - Piano Man
Sunday, November 9th, 2003
1:56 am
Have'nt used this thing in awhile now have I. Maybe its time i should. Nothing all that good going on in my life right now. Its just kind of blah like. Maybe soon all that will change, because im getting pretty fricken tired of it all.
So now being the loser that i am i have 2 journals.. Oh well it keeps me busy for the most part.. Nothing much left to say..
- later

current mood: mellow
current music: Dexter Freebish - Leaving Town
Thursday, July 24th, 2003
11:17 pm - Finally
Ah finally got one of these live journal things lol and it was damn time thanks rik
- wow so today went to dave c's house and chilled with dave c kerri nuge charlie rachel dave s jeremyand and ryder it was ok for the most part .. yeah go hanging out!

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